[Barry takes turns feeding himself and feeding Hal, just trying to relax, get comfortable and put everything out of his mind. But of course, Hal always seems to know when he needs to get something out.

Barry winces slightly at the comment.] ...I'm sorry. [Because he hadn't remembered Hal, at first, the control had set so deep into his mind, casting him back to a life that- that maybe never actually existed, if he thinks about it. He and Iris hadn't been married when he first got his speed.]

You know that I love you, right? That I wouldn't- I don't want to change anything. I don't want to go back. [He regrets his wife's death, but everything that happened, happened, and there's no changing it.]